You the feeling;
There's a box in front of u, the choice of opening it or not will change your life forever. Like i always say, it leaves a mark in life. Any choice will change your life to Very good or Very Bad and there's no way of telling which will be it. Here I am, standing still. So afraid to make a move. I really need guidance.
I would normally ask my mum what to do, but I have 50% guess that she will say "No". If that's her really answer than it might be a lil heart breaking for me. I'm not sure if such chance will appear again in the future, and i also not sure if this is my best chance.
It feels like walking into darkness, not knowing what's on the other side of it.